Tuesday, May 7, 2013

the same


 1. before ham left for school last night, we were talking about soul surfer and the cool photos on it. i said i wish i lived like that- a gypsy surfer who lives in a van and eats from a food truck.

2. ham said he wishes the same thing but he would skateboard instead.

3. kinda put a smile on my face when i realized we had almost the same dream.

4. i think it would be good for ham to take on this or any adventure but after he gets his education. so he can have a back-up plan.

5. i wonder how our lives would of been if i hadn't been so gutless and lived my dream.

6. but being homeless with no means for food or clothing kinda scares a dream away.

7. so did having a little boy to take care of. [i wanted him to have the best that i could give him]

8. then i wonder if i had gone that route, would we have been happier? [i think so]

9. because i feel there's something missing from my life.

10. and i think ham feels the same too.

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