me on a very "scary" ferris wheel
downtown aquarium 2011
1. this is how i was feeling last night. [even a little this morning]
2. i felt like getting a hot chocolate from fivebucks. [because their drinks cost like five bucks]
3. but decided to cry in the shower instead.
4. uncle in chicago is going to hawaii for a few days before heading to germany to celebrate his mom's 70th birthday.
5. which means ham's "interning" will be done next friday.
6. so do i force ham to come back home and then take the drive with us or let him stay with friends back in elkhart for those 13 or so days?
7. its his past that scares me and is keeping me from saying yes.
8. but he is 19 years old is what's keeping me from saying no.
9. and i have to trust and hope he will make good and right decisions.
10. but isn't it my job to keep him from losing his focus till he gets out of college? i just want him to get through college.
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